BY MARTINA CORREIA
Troy Anthony Davis is Prayer fully closer to his walk to
Freedom!
September 25, 2008
My name is Martina Correia and I am on death row, because
that is where, my brother lives. I am not convicted of murder- my only crime is
of loving my brother Troy.
People congratulate me on being a wonderful sister and
champion for my brother and they sometimes question why, and my answer is
simply, “If you really knew Troy
and could sit down with him for 30 minutes, you would know. Troy
is the type of brother who makes your life so much richer, so much fuller, and
so much easier and because he is on death row, awaiting execution, it also
makes my life so much sadder.
Last year as many of you know, Troy
came within 23 hours of execution, this past week he came within 90 minutes. It
has been such a rollercoaster ride for my family, my siblings, my mother, my
son and especially Troy. A ride I
pray none of you ever experience, the last 48 hour visits, the saying goodbye,
the charge you give the family for the future and the tears and fears of the
pending state murder.
My brother has been on death watch, isolated from his peers
for weeks with a small television that provides him two “hard to see”, stations, a small radio and an occasional
phone call to family and friends. It seems the more celebrity and media support the Troy Davis case garners the more he is punished by
the prison. They constantly change the rules to discourage his spirit, yet he
remains prayerful and in good spirits as if he were in a secret sacred place
where God is with him.
For example prisoners under death watch can call their
friends and family as often as they would like. For Troy
there is a special phone that is monitored. Instead of usually costing $5.50
per 15 minute call, the charge to our family and friends is almost $9.00 a
minute with no explanation from the prison. For Troy
most of his numbers to family and friends are being restricted or blocked. Then
the rules changed again and in the last 48 hours they told Troy
he could only use the phone twice a day for 15 minutes and that included
attorney calls. The last 24 hours they took his witnesses to execution off his
list saying they can be taken off at the discretion of the Department of
Corrections, including the Clergy of his choice. They have also threatened me that if I let
the media or anyone other than family talk to Troy
on the phone he will have no phone privileges at all. It is like physiological
torture and they are angry because it has not penetrated his spirit, no his
faith. Through all of this and Troy
remains unwavering, with no anger, still prayerful, still hopeful, still
thankful.
As I sit here on my bed, exhausted yet full of joy and
uncertainty, feeling the effects of 7 ½ years of constant chemotherapy, I am
reflecting on the day of September 23, 2008, as we entered the grounds of the
Georgia Diagnostic & Classification Prison, where I wanted to cry but I
could not, I wanted to yell but I could not, I wanted to leave but I could not.
Then I watched the expression on my son’s face- for the
first time in his 14 years of visiting death row, he witnessed, more than 100
SWAT, Tactical Squad officers, corrections officers with dozens of dogs, shot
guns in hand, all because the state of Georgia
wants to kill his Uncle Troy. I have only seen such police force on television
from the civil rights era. My first thought was be polite, follow directions
and make sure we are safe. My second thought was how powerful this case has
become and that they fear Troy
being kept alive will shake the judicial system and expose the truth and my
final thought was full of worry as to how they must be treating my brother
inside those prison walls. As we enter
the prison where the handicap elevator has not worked for almost a year, we
have to practically carry two relatives up two flights of stairs. In visitation
they allowed 5 people in at a time, we are all mindful of the clock. I am
standing conducting the visits, praying no one asks me, “How are you doing, can
I get you anything,” then scanning the
room looking away from any friend or relative that may be about to cry.
Well visitation is
over and we are rushed out at 3pm on
the dot. I take my mom and family to the New Hope,
a place where death row family members are embraced. I get into my car to head
back to the prison to meet Rev. Al Sharpton - we enter the prison grounds to
see an overwhelmingly large number of police-then there is the media waiting to
pounce on us. Guards come over to slip in a shout out to Rev. Sharpton and then
we enter a roped off area meant for
supporters for Troy.
A complete stranger or so I thought, a small Caucasian women
from Texas who has heard about Troy’s
case, asks “Are you Martina?” I replied,
“Yes.” Then I realized it was a lady that sent me an email, that no matter what
she has to do, she just wanted to be there for Troy.
Meanwhile the press is running to capture our voices as a bus load of
supporters are also entering the area.
Then we learn about the stay of execution from one of the
attorneys. We are so happy, excited,
prayerful and now hopeful. Troy’s
last prayer began with a prayer for the McPhail family, and then our family and
the people who have lied against him, after which he asked God to spare his
life.
As of now-the state is so ready to kill Troy
they have already set up the time for his final visits- 6 to 9 p.m. on Monday and requested a new list for his
final visitors.
This is a letter of thanks to all the activists, clergy,
lawmakers, lay people and those who believe in human rights and human dignity.
On behalf of my family, myself and most importantly my brother Troy
we say thank you, but we know the fight is not over and we pray the United
States Supreme Court votes to take Troy’s
case, which will surely have national ramifications in protecting the Innocent
in respect to the appellate process. My heart is filled with so many emotions
as I see human kindness flourish on behalf of Troy
and because of Troy. I cannot
express the blessing you all have become to my family and to my brother Troy,
who receives so many letters. He is overwhelmed and elated.
I guess you are all wondering why I am telling you this in a
thank you letter. Well the fight we face is still so very real and your work is
therefore needed even more, your voices to tell Troy’s
story, your passion to fight for his liberation, your determination to
understand that the case of Troy Anthony Davis is not an anti-death penalty
movement. The case of Troy Anthony Davis is about Innocence, justice and challenging
a government system in Georgia
that is hateful, spiteful and defiant. When they cannot defeat us they attack Troy,
and he is willing to face the attacks if we are willing to continue the fight!
Martina Correia